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Tweak says, "My friends you bow to no one."

Hannah Abbott (puffprincess) wrote,
@ 2008-02-01 10:44:00

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Hannah's Journal (XXVIII) - late p.m. Sunday, 26 December, 1999
[Private to Ernie]
I'm home now.
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	lost_ernie 2008-02-01 03:50 pm UTC (link)
	Did everything go alright with Hestia? Did your dad suspect anything out of the ordinary? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 03:53 pm UTC (link)
	Dad didn't suspect anything, though I don't think he completely bought Hestia's story about having to stay so long to pick up after Max. And things went... okay with Hestia. What did you say to her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 04:00 pm UTC (link)
	I just got to deal with the scary side of Hestia for a bit, that's all. I'll admit it though, I have new sympathy for your dad, she's sort of frightening when she wants to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 04:07 pm UTC (link)
	Did she yell at you?! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 04:08 pm UTC (link)
	She can be frightening enough without yelling, I assure you. Don't worry though, it was fine. Was she stern with you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 04:13 pm UTC (link)
	Really? Did she threaten you? And no, she wasn't, she just wanted to... talk. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 04:17 pm UTC (link)
	~~Yes...no...yes...~~ No, not any more than most in Hestia's place would. She wanted to make it clear that I was supposed to play nicely with you, and I just had to assure her of what we already know, that I love you and I wouldn't hurt you for the world. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 04:23 pm UTC (link)
	[audio comes on with a vehement exclamation] I knew it, she did think we were going to have sex! [long embarrassed silence follows] She didn't tell you to stop doing what were were doing, did she? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 04:30 pm UTC (link)
	No, she just said that while we were adults and could do whatever we wanted I should be careful with you on fear of...let's say mortil peril. But as I would never hurt you, it's just her way of showing that she cares about you. I hope that I didn't do anything to make you unhappy tonight..that Hestia didn't say something to make you unhappy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 04:49 pm UTC (link)
	You didn't and neither did she, really, she... well, without... Mum here, she was right that I needed someone to be able to talk to, since I really can't talk to Dad about it without him hexing holes into a wall, so we talked. I just... [voice goes very quiet] I didn't want it to mean we'd stop. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Hannah/Ernie.

lost_ernie
2008-02-01 04:57 pm UTC (link)

*his own audio comes on, voice soft and tender*

I've never felt like that before. It was wonderful.

Maybe she does have a point though. I'm not frightened of your father *said quickly to minimize it* and not that frightened of Hestia, so that's not it, but...I've never had anything like this before. I don't want to rush it, to ruin anything for you. We've waited some time to get to this point, maybe we should take it slow and experience everything to the fullest before moving on to something else.

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	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 05:04 pm UTC (link)
	I wasn't... I mean that we... [her pause almost communicates how hard she is blushing] That's what I thought we were doing, even before Hestia showed. Wasn't it? Or did I... was I too... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	No...no, Hannah, you were perfect. I just meant....oh bollocks. Why don't I just come out and say it. I don't want to hurt you, Hannah. I don't want to push things too far because we're...preoccupied, and have you later be unhappy about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 05:24 pm UTC (link)
	[softly] Ernie, I'd never be unhappy about any of that. I... I know I'm not ready yet for... well, everything, but I am... [a very long silence while she searches for words, then it switches back to writing] I am ready for that and maybe a bit more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 05:52 pm UTC (link)
	[Ernie switches back to writing as well,to match her ] Good...I was half afriad I had already pushed things too far. You see, I think you're bewitching. I get around you and it's hard for me to think logically. But we'll be careful that we don't have everything until we're both ready for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	Stop saying and writing that, I'm not bewitching. That sounds good. See, we're perfectly capable of being adults and making adult decisions without anyone else to help us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	Why don't you think you are? We are...no murderous father or auror arse kicking required. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	I'm just normal. I'm not devastatingly beautiful, those are the kinds of women who are 'bewitching'. He really wouldn't kill you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 07:50 pm UTC (link)
	Well I think you're devestatingly beautiful, Hannah, and if you ever studied the way people look at you when we go out together you would too. He might! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 08:01 pm UTC (link)
	People shouldn't look, I'm obviously with my boyfriend when we're out! And you're different, you think that way because you love me. He might say it but he wouldn't really do it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	They shouldn't but they do. I know I would find my head turning if I saw you on the street. Perhaps he woulnd't...but he would like to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 08:05 pm UTC (link)
	You're silly. We're not discussing this anymore. That's not true! He just want you to be intimidated, that's all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe I'm silly but I still think that I'm right. Well he does a good job of making it clear that he would like to ~~kill~~ intimidate me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	You're very silly. Has Dad been mean to you? I noticed... well, I noticed things had gotten tenser again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	Your father loves you a good deal and I love you too...I just don't know that he and I will ever get along. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 08:29 pm UTC (link)
	[audio comes on again and she sighs before her voice begins to raise and fall as she moved back and forth in front of the journal] I don't understand why, if you both love me, you can't get along. You were both doing so well, I don't understand what happened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 08:49 pm UTC (link)
	Because...we disagree on a great many things, and when we disagree we say things best left unsaid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 08:54 pm UTC (link)
	What have you been disagreeing about? Did you two get into a fight over something? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 09:08 pm UTC (link)
	Just things in general. Sometimes people are bound to disagree. Damn. I have training early tomorrow. I should probably go. Would you like to go to supper after I am free? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. puffprincess 2008-02-01 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	Okay, we'll talk about this tomorrow then. Yes, I would. I love you, sleep well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Hannah/Ernie. lost_ernie 2008-02-01 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	I love you too...rest well Hannah. (Reply to this) (Parent)